So yesterday I came to a realization that really spoke to me. Yesterday I found out a friend of mine got a new and it’s a good job. So I found myself comparing my currently job, life, etc to her job, life, etc. It’s safe to say that me having those thoughts didn’t make me feel very good.
I was left feeling inadequate and wanting to make a change. Well I decided to do that by looking for a new job. It wasn’t until I got home from work that I really started thinking. Was I looking for a new job because I wanted one/needed one or was I looking so that I can try and compete with my friend or try and keep up with her?
The conclusion I came to was that I wanted to keep up with her and I was really afraid of falling behind. This is a great fear of mine. I fear not being successful in my life, I fear my friends leaving me behind, and I fear not living up to my potential.
So this morning when I thought about what I really want and what I want my career to be. The same thought came to my mind and it was entertainment. It’s something I’ve always gravitated towards and I know it’s the path I want to follow. But now how to do it. That part I don’t know but I’m gonna figure it out.
For now though I’m just happy that I came to this conclusion. Also now I plan to continue following my dreams and going to continue working on staying true to myself.
I guess to leave everyone with a questions is what’s something that you fear and what’s something that you want to accomplish?
I know that many of us have dreams and I’m sure we all want to fulfill them or at least try to. Now I want to know what is your biggest dream.
I think I’ve already said mine before and that is to make a name for myself. I want to be a positive influence on others. I want to show other young girls who look like me to know that you can do any thing.
How I’m trying to conquer this dream is doing everything that scares me and just trying. Making a YouTube channel was scary to me and still is in a lot of ways. Having a blog is scary for me since it’s putting my thoughts into the writing. Also just telling people what my biggest dream is and also what I do in spare time is scary. This is because I’ve always been afraid of what other people think of me and what I do. But don’t worry I’m learning to not care and just do what I want regardless of what people have to say.
So what is your biggest dream and how are you trying to conquer it? Comment down below and let me know!
So I know that this past weekend I had wrote a tweet talking about following my path and feeling like something was missing. Well let me explain just a little bit more.
Since I was a kid I’ve always like reading and watching the stories of people who are now famous. Like how they got there, their hardships, and finally making it. I’ve always thought my purpose was doing entertainment since I could never see myself working a typical 9-5 job. Sitting at a desk just didn’t seem to suit me and daydreaming of having my name in lights and people knowing my name always filled my head.
Now as an adult I still have those dreams. So when I watch stuff on tv or YouTube of my favorite actors/actress I start to panic thinking that something is missing and that I’m doing something wrong. It’s a weird feeling but all I can say is that it feels like something is calling my name and that I’m meant for something greater.
I guess that may be one of the reasons why I got involved with YouTube and blogging since it allows me to be creative and express myself. Also yes I do work a regular job and while I enjoy it I do know that it’s something I’m not meant to do forever.
This is what lead me to make that tweet. It was a way of telling myself that I would focus on my dreams more and also fulfill them. So here is to the future and following your dreams!
So please everyone that is out there be sure to follow your dreams no matter what people say.
First of all Happy Monday Everyone! I know that I usually post a video on these days but due to working this weekend I couldn’t quite find the time. So instead I have a blog post for everyone.
Today topic is going to be on inspiration because I feel like it’s something that we all come across each day whether we are looking for it or not. But I’m also curious of where do you find inspiration?
For me I honestly look for inspiration all around me. When I’m in the car, what ever I’m listening to, at work, online, and just everywhere in between. I feel like inspiration is everywhere you just have to stop and listen.
Whenever I think of video ideas something they just come to me while driving. Usually it’s due to whatever I’m listening to at the time. Also a lot of time it’s the apps I go on and some of my favorite people on YouTube. While I mainly talk about anime on my YouTube channel I like sometimes look at other genres and see how I can make it pertain to anime.
But that’s just some of the ways that I find inspiration. What are some of your ways? Comment down below and let me know. I’m very interested to know.
I know that so many of us have dreams and things that we want to do. I know that I definitely do. I’m sure many of you know that my dream is to do Youtube full time one day but I also realized that I have another dream. That dream is to help people.
During this journey I’ve been on I’ve been able to help people in many different way. From things as simple as just being there for someone to getting food for someone that’s not able to. I realize that those things make me happy and I enjoy being able to make things easier for people.
So I want to be able to do that with my YouTube channel. But I’m not sure how. I like telling people my views on different anime’s, videos games, and also anime discussion topics but I want to do more.
Sometimes I think about doing story times or even other things that can make others smile. I just want others to be happy because I know how it feels when you have a day where your just unhappy.
So what do you guys think and what ideas do you all have. I’m open to different ideas and open to any feedback that y’all might have. Thanks so much everyone and I hope that you all have a great day.
So for my video today I decided to try and get a little inspirational. I try my best to try and inspire others and my main thing that I’ve always believed in is telling people to follow their dreams. You don’t want to keep wondering what if so just strive for your dream. So check out my video to learn more! Also subscribe if you haven’t already!
Alright I know I usually post an anime review on Tuesday’s and Thursday’s but since today is Christmas I decided to not post an anime review. But I hope that everyone has a wonderful Christmas! Enjoy spending time with friends and family and I hope all your wishes, dreams, and hopes come true today. Once again Merry Christmas and happy watching!